I Have Lost

I have Lost!

I Don't want to do anything

I Don't want to talk to anyone

I how much try to keep myself happy i always tend to be on the other side

I Tried but lost

I want to succeed but my mind is becoming barrier.

Thoughts always tend to make me depressed.

Yes! Depressed

I Don't Want to mention this word but its true i feel kind of lost.

I Don't want to put mask of smile always

I am tired of it.

I always feel to cry out aloud.

I wants to give up

I have always feeling in my mind that i am loser

I feels i can't do anything

I want to throw my phone 

I want to live alone

I am afraid 

I HAVE LOST!