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A Person Who was so strong in controlling his emotions is now crying like a kid. I Don't know why but I Have Lost Myself. I Am at the point of no return Bad Dreams followed by Bad Days are now a Routine I don't want this kind of life Sleepless Nights are also tensing me i am actually losing myself I don't have a desire to fulfil my dreams I feel like world is colourless I don't want to talk to anyone I want to be alone I want to restart I want to achieve my dreams I want myself back

I Want To Do Something I Don't want myself roaming here and around freely I want to write I want to make YouTube Videos I want to read books I want to study   I want to use my time But I Can’t I Only Think   I only regret myself I only feel lonely I only feel lost I only feel useless I feel annoyed   I feel that I am wasting my time I feel I have nothing I feel I have lost everything I Can’t live this way I need My happy Face back I want to do something.

I have lost Happiness I don't remember when last time i was happy from mind. I want a genuine smile on my face not a fake one I want happiness

Thinking about myself Some says I am depressed I googled and symptoms were there. But Question is how and why I am depressed? Actually I have a lot of factors that can depress me! I want to move on but I can’t   I can’t I am now at the point of no return Yes!   Some will say you can return   But stand in my position you will came to know at which point is actually I am? I am at the point of no return Listening to songs that depress me more are now routine and then unusual words and posting them as a blog. I left YouTube The thing which was sometimes my favourite but I don’t like it now. I am Sitting Alone and Actually I am completely alone in life.

I want to restart my life I again want to grow up I again want to live tension free life I want to grow up a new way I want to build myself strong mentally I am losing it all now I want to drop out from my current course I am now not even able to study I want to restart I just want to restart, comeback from here is no point.

God, I Don't want this anymore. If you are testing me with hardships I Don't want hardships I lost Please Stop! I Lost You are the winner I lost to your test I AM A LOSER Please Help Me! To Get of this all  Good Things are also feeling sad for me! why? I Don't want to live like this  Please Help Me! Please!

I have Lost! I Don't want to do anything I Don't want to talk to anyone I how much try to keep myself happy i always tend to be on the other side I Tried but lost I want to succeed but my mind is becoming barrier. Thoughts always tend to make me depressed. Yes! Depressed I Don't Want to mention this word but its true i feel kind of lost. I Don't want to put mask of smile always I am tired of it. I always feel to cry out aloud. I wants to give up I have always feeling in my mind that i am loser I feels i can't do anything I want to throw my phone  I want to live alone I am afraid  I HAVE LOST!

Actually, if I say a Man has a single Dream in his life it's not true rather than the Dreams of a Man changes as he grows up. As his mind grows, his dreams grows. We can compare the dreams of a man with his needs as he grows his needs changes of course, not the living essentials but other than that all needs of a person changes. For an embryo, the dream is to be fully grown without any disabilities and prepare himself for the great thing called “life” and end up turning as an infant. Infant would rather has his own dream, A teenager would have his own and even a 60 year old person would also be having a dream. So, basically we can say that the important factor that influence one’s dream is his age. I also had a dream that changes time to time and even situation to situation. Dreaming is not a bad thing but dreams aren’t always accomplished. Some achieves the dream and other don’t lose, rather they achieve the experience that they would use to accomplish their dream in next try with

Birthday The Day you was born The Day you made your existence in this world OK! The Day When you were upgraded from an embryo to an infant I Know for most of you it is the best day in life. You All are waiting for this day for a whole year. But I Don’t know my birthday isn’t any kind of special for me, actually birthday tends to make me sad. I am always sad on my birthday and feeling really low. Just controlling myself from crying out aloud. I rarely reply to any birthday wish and just a basically a “Thank You” and it is also only for the sake of formality. I have to carry a mask of fake smile on my face. I feel kind lost and on Birthday the power of this lost feeling is high. I somehow control myself from crying on this day. I wish there wasn’t any day called as Birthday I never wants to encounter myself with my Birthday again.