I Don't Want Birthdays!

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Birthday

The Day you was born

The Day you made your existence in this world

OK!

The Day When you were upgraded from an embryo to an infant

I Know for most of you it is the best day in life.

You All are waiting for this day for a whole year.

But I Don’t know my birthday isn’t any kind of special for me, actually birthday tends to make me sad.

I am always sad on my birthday and feeling really low. Just controlling myself from crying out aloud.

I rarely reply to any birthday wish and just a basically a “Thank You” and it is also only for the sake of formality.

I have to carry a mask of fake smile on my face.

I feel kind lost and on Birthday the power of this lost feeling is high. I somehow control myself from crying on this day.

I wish there wasn’t any day called as Birthday

I never wants to encounter myself with my Birthday again.






Location: India

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